What do you love most about your life right now?

I love the boundless opportunites that are awaiting me in this new year.  It is true - you really can be the change you want to see in this world, if you work hard enough and believe in yourself to accomplish it!

My daughter has inspired me, through her innocence and grace, that I am her role model and must lead by example.  Knowing and seeing this higher purpose and feeling her unconditional love, I have been further motivated to attain my Bachelor's (in  February), complete my business plan for my company started last year, and have her at my side to see her mother gradute in June.  Her 7th year coincides with this 30th year; my new decade is starting with wonder, accomplishment and the wish to share my love.  I love the peace that I have found and that drive to clear the cobwebs and give back to others searching.

Walking around in London...  it's overcast, chances of rain, and a perfect temperature to roam about the park and feed the ducks...

Odd to think of such a place... cause I am in FLORIDA, which is altogether another type of paradise in my eyes ;)

This costume always struck me :)

Note to self:

Knowledge is NOT power.  Applied knowledge is power.

:D

Being a mother.

Letting go of the need to know...  heard this phrase from another Zaadzster and it still rings true.

I learned very early on... experience can sometimes be the best teacher. You travel not to escape life but to keep life from escaping you...

WHY?

It comes from me, it comes from my daughter.... "why?"   Because that is what I am trying to figure out :) 

"Awww thank you so much for this award for _____.  I am humbled really.  However, let me pass this along to the TEAM which helped me get it... they are ____ and ____ and ______ and God.  Thanks again. WE appreciate this and will share it and pass the energy along.  The rewards I receive are nothing without sharing with those who helped me get there - THAT'S the ultimate reward."

I cannot take this CD out of my car.  I listen to this song on repeat and get lost in the words.  A lot has happened in this mind of mine in the past few weeks... as I mentioned to another member, thank you Zaadz.  I am a newbie and still learning how to do a great deal of things around here.  But who would have thought,  A community of positively guided individuals connecting and growing towards a common goal... yeah, I needed some of your support.  I have sat back, watched, listened, and learned.  Now, in my little way, I'll try to articulate some of these thoughts and give back. 

The rollercoaster of life has its ups and downs.  But you wouldn't enjoy or appreciate any of it without all of it.  I can honestly say, I have no regrets nor can I second guess any decisions that have been made.  I wouldn't be the person I am nor the person I will become without any of it...  it's the continued self-awareness that needed to remembered.  And it happened... now, for that big climb up and the twirly loops of the ride... who's ready?

Would you change your life?


"Rewind" - Stereophonics

It's your time
It's your day
It's never too late
To change lanes
How's your life?
How's your place?
Was it where you wanted
Your head to lay?

But wait, you can breathe
You can see what I can see
Don't waste your time
You can't make back

If you could rewind your time
Would you change your life?

Do you like you?
Do you love your wife?
Or did you pick what
You're told was right?

Dream and be
What you feel
Don't you compromise
What you wanna be

'Cause change is okay
What's the point in staying the same
Regrets, forget what's dead and gone

If you could rewind your time
Would you change your life?

If Jesus rode in on a camel today
With your cross on his shoulder
Time to take you away
Have you done all you wanted?
Are you happy and warm?
Do you miss someone special
You don't see anymore?
Have you blood on your hands?
Do you dream of white sands?
Can you sleep well at night?
Have you done all you can?
The place I was born in
Stays crooked and straight
I see innocent blue eyes
Go blind everyday

Rewind your time
Would you change your life
Today?